Hands

Hand #1
A lot of people will look at this and say "oh, stop whining, it's just a cooler." But if I plan on stacking off every time on this flop, I'm laying villain fantastic implied odds to setmine against me, so how am I not hemorrhaging money here? What's the best way to play here to extract maximum value from worse without allowing him to call with any pair and play perfectly and massively profitably against me on the flop?

Hand #2
This is in retrospect a fairly obvious and huge mistake. I don't think I can fold on the turn but calling on the river is just terrible. I think that being too suspicious and doing absurd things in spots like this is my single biggest leak and has been literally since I started playing poker, and I'm so fucking discouraged by the fact that I continue to do things like this again and again - poker learning disability, etc.